Not a Weak...Week

Took some time away. I will approach this topic in an email as well. It is something I believe a lot of believers struggle with in some regard or another. We spoke about how we made idols of each other and that was apart of our decrease in the relationship. I swear...we can either get it so right next time or the process in picking my wife just got 100x more difficult!! Lol!! I still want that to be YOU...but I guess replying to my text should be my first accomplishment!! HA!!

Well it's like this...I'm sometimes bewildered by how you just want to ignore and forget me by having zero contact. I know that's a coping mechanism for you, we've talk about it. At those times do you hear how you sound when you have spoken to me? Look I'm sure you are all smiles and laughs and Ms. Social Life parties, dating, whatever. I speak to you and you have to remind me of something that has been a life tenement "not needing anyone ". Even yesterday with the chips and the donation you seemed put off and again upset. You know the you that parades around for everyone else...where is she for me. Umm...we talked about being on the other side of these walls now. You were on board for so much...so much..you felt promise and saw the value in us. Your text about our potential as a couple still tugs at my heart.